rawrs,i just del the post ive just written by accident.stupid shen!rahs,shant retype already.lazy i am.
想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
不知不觉又缺氧
i miss typing in chinese.used to be able to express well in chinese.now my chi is like pretty much gone.sadness..
holidays are pretty packed. i need one more mth of holiday!ive so much things to do.my to-do list is like not checked at all.hais.still got so many pple to meet up and catch up with.
i miss raffles.
i miss the uniforms.
i miss those gatherings.
i miss those swt frens.
i miss innocence.
ive always wonder if i will regret my decisions on certain point in time.and i realise i do regret my choices.being so stubborn and silly.doin things the wrong way.esp when everyone told me im wrong, and i insistent on pressing on.stubborness really killed me.so jaded. do u ever wish u will grow up quickly?i did when i was in sec sch...and i dread it now.i don wana grow up anymore.so brutal.so fake.so hideous.so cold.
i cant understand what pple are thinking at times. i dont like to read others' minds.styms i dont know how to intepret.yet leaving it hanging isnt the right option.and misinterpretation hurts too.confrontation takes too much guts.
have u ever wish u were someone else?
i wished i didnt reply that day.feeling so awful.so guilty.like a b****.why did u even have to tell me that to make me feel so awful and sorry.and make me feel as tho u blamed me.and that im wrong from the start.i am wrong,but i do not regret.at least im happier now
i wana kbox:) cant wait!! 28th!
who doesnt long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why im on my own
if theres a soulmate for everyone...
whees,on a lighter note, had convo w dumpers!haha <3>
shall read before i sleep(: i do miss reading!
perhaps love
