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Monday, July 30, 2007

oh great,i wanted to update about what happened recently,but i cant rem what hap.lols.goldfish memory acting up agn..terrible!

anw,i bought a addias jacket!30% off!which i didnt even know..so i've a 36bucks consumer surplus!lols,hc bought some stuff too..but for valid reasons.gee

can somebody pls call me and tell me which acad grp im in?RAWR!either they are inefficient or im not in any grp which is like holymoly,save me man.lols.RAWR..

omg,goldfish memory agn!i forgot i was bloggin n was chattin with jiali and fwded emails to zj.and ended up chatting.gosh,what funky memory ive!

was readin one of the blogs...and i was touched by her love story and their swtness!its like really sweeet!i guess they really have faith & trust and tts y they work out..really makes me envious!

styms i wonder what kps the r/s goin for years and years..i rem my clique always ask me how do u stay committed to a guy for so long.and i wonder how.and i need to know how.hahas,silly as it seems..but i always feel that the swtness and loveydovey always happen in the first yr of the r/s and slowly simmers and fades away.even tho ive doubts abt it being one whole year...dont think i had for that long.haha,bsides the point,i meant generally!can tk lainey n her darling cy whos far away shooting bullets and paintin his face in taiwan as example. so where is the loveee?

thinking too much doesnt help sometimes!thats why i choose not to think and let things flow as how they wana be.if its meant to be,its meant to be:) so believe in fate pple!haha,its not good when im typin this at night..cos i think im a bit incoherent!

let love be the reason,let the reason be love!

the kite runner is a nice book...hooked=)

watched omen today..scared the wits outta me.i SCREAMED!dad thought sth hap to me..hahas,i don dare to watch horror movies w guys cos i'll scream!and its soo paiseh=x but okie,its nt tt loud..cs i'll close my eyes.haha!loser noob wadeva,name it man...

oh and i still dont know wats my acad grp.soo lag!gosh,jiali,eug,klar,philip blah3 all know deirs alr..HEY OGL,CALL ME MAN!if nt i'll scream at u..hahahs,just kidding..

amandas being so weird today..she was q guai at first.and sud she refused to speak a single word.and she kpt writing on paper to communicate with LOADS of force..and aft tt she became q happy at the end of tuition.kids pms too?shrugs*

i need to sleep early!be in tune for school sooooooon...bahbahblacksheep=(

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Friday, July 27, 2007

the buffet at welfare night was good:) much better than those typical catering i used to eat.played loads of different fun games through the night:) hahas,trojans still suck at 24.all the hyper games are super hilarious and exciting!they jus make u scream n shout till u get worn out and turn your voices sexy.hahas the last part is crap..

anw trojan and shogun have merged and become trogun!haha!its rily a cute name!and when trogun meets..theres no sleep!lols.oh and lingzi stayed over too!so happy to see her=)ive not seen her so 109394mths.jiarui came n dropped by the rag site but i werent in sch yet...so din get to see her.

drinking iced chocolate now..whee!sugar rush:)tehcinnopeng is nice!not jus cause its sweet kaes..maybe i should cut down on sugar intake=s but choco really has its way to make me happy:)

ahh i want night cycling or ecp outing!i miss the ecp outing we had for jins bday cele..

meetin teri dear later:) dearly missed!

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Monday, July 23, 2007

im too lazy to update!so if u wana have a more juicy entry...pls link to eugene's blog!!he spent a looong time blogging!:) thnks eug!

basically,i went for a haircut plus treatment on thurs aftnoon with mr chong.quite fun.the treatment is icy cold..refreshing!hahahs.therapy:) makes me happy!

met the rest of the og at raffles place and we went to the indian restuarant for dinner.the vouchers are like so useless!don bother gg there in a big grp!but ive to say tt the curry is nicee=p BUT agn,its like 15bucks for a tiny bowl..gosh,only slightly larger than wad u get when u eat pratas at kopitiams.

mind cafe aft that. i love floats!so yummy!the games are quite fun!we haf tom acting as gay for forfetits..and as usual we nid our gay eugene to aid in the forfeit.talkin abt which..i tink jonathan still owes us a few forfeits!tskkk!generally,its funnn!:)

b4 and after haircut..the bottom right pic is where a pretty girl asked eug to tk a pic w her!awww!i bet he melted!=p

dinner and mind cafe:)

out with trojan and shogun pple

anw,back to rag site at night.played 24.trojans suck at 24!lols.somehow wanqing,eug and i will be the last few to tap..and wq always kena forfeit!poor girl!a lot of funny qns and funny ans=p circle of trust*went out for supper tgt!wah the scary ride on lorry..lols

4 of us at the back o the lorry!

went back to play more games after supper.ugly^3 is fun!violent tho..u can see the guys slamming and slappin the cards with their BIG hands and the girls will jus try to squeeeze and snatch the cards..lols.mms is a stupid yet hilarious qn to ask.trusttrust*

shall watch dvd!its gona rain agn..whats wrong with the weather?its either tooo hot or tooo cold..brrrrr...must as well let it snow!prettier!hahas!bday cele tonight!

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Monday, July 16, 2007

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

sweet:)

contemplating if i should go out later,that is if my friend is free.i feel like baking.but if i bake now,ive no ingredients to bake tml..haha.maybe i shudnt bother and jus BAKE!berries make me :) esp blueberry n strawberry!im such a sucker for sweet stuff. that explains very well why i use 5packs of sugar for lipton tea while a normal human being uses only 2 or so.hahahs!sugar rush!i love it!

grow taller!

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crazy wkend got me into a hellagross headache.both bad and good things happened.

potter is nice:)watched it at bugis.but those kids in front of my row suck bigtime.they were tokin nonstop and laughin amongst themselves..rawrs=x

suppers on both nights are making me damn fat!rochor tauhway and you tiaos.pizza and fries the nxt night.i love late nights out=)and esp if my friends are driving!so fun to be driven ard at night.and gg ard the lil island for spins!

i shall stay sane.its just an illusion and nth more will happen.i need to end this

went for rag today.the same four of us agn cos candice came 2hours ltr.lols.camwhoring is fun:) it cheers me up!my camwhore partner pls do it more often w me:p took jumpin photos w wanqing!fun fun!i love to jump!i want PICTURES!(eug pls send me the pics...)posing pics are rili hilarious

no matter what it cant be true...

met more ppl at rag:) tho i cant rem everyones name.. but i rem wenhua's barley drink is supa nice:) naiseee!!im plannin to bake on wed so i can bring the muffins on thurs durin rag.hopefully its enough to go ard!if not trojans can enjoy sharing one muffin bw 2 pple or sth..hahaha

as long as it brings smiles...it doesnt matter what will be the result.even if what i wanted didnt come true

i hope the eating-less syndrome will last for a long time.hahahs tho i know its terrible for my body n health.the thing is i jus dont feel hungry!i rather have more icecreams n yummy desserts n suppers

suddenly things seem to turn worse...

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Friday, July 13, 2007

celebrated sf's supadupalupa belated birthday at kbox tgt.but before that i went to metro sale with mummy.gosh,please do not go there if ur intending to.its supa crowded and it got on my nerves.esp when those wonderful aunties who jus stepped on my feet and complained.i wonder whos the one in pain.damn.this wonderful lady stepped on my foot and said: omg,whos tt behind me!ouch! oh gawdd,i feel like slappin her!rawrs!bad start for the day indeed.

ooh but a good thing to mention,i woke up at 9am!i cant believe myself too=) was proud of it since ive been wakin up at 1030am or ltr almost everyday....so praise me!=p jk..

yea ctinue abt the bday cele..as usual im lazy to upload pics.so this is gona be jus text n more text.miss hanging out with my dysfunctional cute n swt family!all the silly things we do.tryin to piao gao xing n go off tune n off key...forcing each other to sing...tryin to mk sf sing the female portions...making jel n sf sing jacky's songs tgt...yada yada!i jus miss them!hahahs=)yh's voice is perfect!im gona mk her join singing comp=p

maybe sometimes its good not to think too much.it cracks my puny brain and squeezes out too much brain juice that i feel so sick inside.take it as it comes.things will work their way out,at least im tryin to believe in that and..that what yours is yours.and i hope i'll find it.

sighs,i still feel very puk-ish.ive no idea whats wrong with my body.or maybe its just me.laine n edd said im just too tired.but i just realised i havent been eating a lot since mon...hahas.maybe thats y.i don wana fall sick or anything.and i really hate to puke.its so gross=\

eug,me,wq,mh

1234!

wanqing!

the unemployed(minus minghui)!

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

rag today.only 6 freshies at rag site!but not too bad.we did quite a bit of work=)pasted one full side of a house.hahas.

wanted to visit king edward cos wanqing is gona stay there.so we took some internal shutter bus down...and we realised we travelled round the whole campus cos we took the wrong direction!rawrs!i wonder who chked the bus directions...tsk=p but q fun.at least i know where's sci fac now.but i cant rem how to go ard the campus still.ive a bad feelin i'll lose my way when sch starts proper!i can only rem biz campus..but not too well too!

im too lazy to upload photos...ive q a few.nxt tym maybe?or maybe eug shud be nice and post the pics up this tym round since ive blogged.

anw,we went to king edward..a little rundown.i tink pgpr is ten times chio-er!it looks like condo!but the snrs said the inside is horrid.so..im nt too sure!we managed to get into the lift at pgpr and we went up and down floor one and b1 nonstop..till some kind soul pressed the lift n led us up to some higher lvls.the view is really quite pretty.took stupid funny pictures with the ogmates n we went back rag site to help out=)

ljs for dinner.din eat a lot cos im too tired=\ watched the snrs' mno vids.some r q funny.played a lil bridge.took photos w kaishi n left home.wonderful kevin led us up the wrong bus and we ended up at jurong instead of clementi.tskkk!

quite tired nw.but theres still sf's cele tml aftnoon.i tink we shud jus go fm 2 to 5pm.im too tired to sing=x

i think i need a proper realistic aim in life...styms i feel quite lost w/o knowing where to go and what to do.and if im doing things right,or heading towards the right direction...and are those that im holding on are really worthwhile.it jus makes me think a bit..and more than a bit at nights.emo/think too much/wanting too much/being a stupid fool out dere..i dont know which.just that styms i feel that the future is bleak.pressurised and all..i wish im more independent...

okays,ignore the above..jus random thoughts.rag nxt wk w trojans=) stayover time~

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

trojan outing!=) went partyworld yday and went school for rag.had macs at clementi before that..

singing was quite fun!we have our k-ge wang zi, mr eugene chong, and our k-ge nu hou, ms cherylene!! omg, cherylene has wonerful vocals!!my idol!!hahahas.we made her sing q alot=) as for eug..lols,we jus throw wadeva songs we dont know to him!

jon sang a hokkien song-if ive one million dollars.its supa funny!jus laughed nonstop throughtout the whole song..

trogan~

minghui

eug (hes like eating the mic!)

cherylene our idol!

jon

cherylene n i

klar n jiali

eug is tryin hard to act cool.lols

tom and eug

jon eug cheryl me (we had a hard time taking photo tgt cos my hand is too short!so we gt someone to tk for us...)

now for the really highly hilarious part...

photowhore!!!he jus took my camera and started tkin pics of himself!

acting like keith!'ren zhen de nan ren zhui shuai' (but i tink he failed?hahas)

so he invented another pose and act shuai

we sang Mr Q by jolin cos she looks damnnnn hot in that mtv.and eddison looks rili cute there.and eug got soo excited and took the pic below.he said he wana tk a pic w jolin.lols.but appraently,hes the third party...eddison n jolin r having such good times in the bkgrd and eug is jus ruinin the picture. try harder,eug!

back at nus rag camp!

eug,minghui,me jiali

those evil guys who pulled our hair.hahas but i think this pic is q cute

this pic is nt nicee..but i tink eug is supa spas in the pic while the rest of us are soo sane=)

rag was pretty fun and we pasted one side of the house the whole morning!pretty nice.hahas.lunched at biz canteen and went home with them=) ooh jiali is soo cute when she slps.lols.she can slp really soundly!im amazed!i couldnt slp cos im not used to slpin on the grd plus i was really freezing depsite kevin's slpin bag ova the 3 o us.

we went westcoast for macs ard 5 i tink..wad a loong walk.thank god kevin&alan were leadin the way.if nt we would have ended up in some weird place..and i think i seriously tk loads o sugar?i added 5packs o sugar to my tea.and all of them were like starin at me like im some weirdo=\ kevin added only 1 or2.lols.extreme cases=p but swt tea are niceee!

chattin w kevin nw..damn funny.im buggin him abt ahemahem.i tink my sixth sense is working!wonder if im right!hahahs!

my fav line now is 'eug is a ***'!!! i know hes gona kill me so im censoring it.im positive hes one=p

tml-out n tuition

thurs-ragragrag

fri-sf's belated bday cele

thats abt it!im no longer so slpy!

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Friday, July 6, 2007

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me throught the night I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration
 Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

 And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end

isnt it such a sweet song?i just love it=)

time to slp=)

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Monday, July 2, 2007

happy birthday elaine!=))

celebrated elaine's birthday on sunday, as well as adv bday cele for pinyun!=)) went nydc for dinner.but the food isnt nice at all.i think its not worth the money!should have gone sun with moon..no idea why we didnt end up there cos i was late=p hehes.and i should have met yun at bishan to go tgt!! we were 1 busstop away only,bahs!

thats the dinner we had..plus s few more dishes which i cant be bothered to tk pic since dey aint delicious.

the two cakes we got for laine n yun=)

jin, ryl, me, laine, yun~

the birthday girl!

belle=)

belle me mel yun~

ryl and i=) i miss workin with ryl!

yun is so cute! she was complainin she's alone on the other side..so laine n i wana tk a pic of he and photoshop n add some guy in.lols=p but i havent found a pic of ahems* yet..=p

overall-ly(doesn't this reminds u of dr chan?hahas,i so miss the chem dept!!!and their really lame n stupid n funny jokes...), the celebration was quite fun!!photowhoring, chatting, eating and tokin rubbish.lols.tho we din have a surprise,its still very fun=) felt quite bad to lie to laine too!!luckily cy told her the truth if not i think laine will hate us!lols=)

tryin to plan with my dysfunctional family for a ktv outing..its been so long since we gathered and tok rubbish!i miss the days in ge chuang!but im glad i see all three of them on separate basis q often.and im gona date yinhui on friday to burn fats!hahahs,shes so enthu abt fri,so am i!=)) lookin fwd to it!

chuan got confined=( im really quite sad!cos aft he can finally out, it will be only 1 wk away fm his sailing.i wana slap his officers alr.so strict for what.hrmfs.. so now laine n i can date each other on the wkends till we have a date with the guys.lols. so whoever is free on wkends and wana go out pls call me!!cos i'll be rotting at home most of the time!!

i think i wana go for engin camp =p at least ive yun for company.and get to know more engin pple.lols.dont ask me why i refuse to go union.ive good reasons..hahahas=pim just not keen on the thing union.

i wonder when trojan is going for rag!!wq said the third wk of rag camp.hopefully a lot of pple will be goin down tgt!that will be much more fun!=)

and i need to add on that im really really broke!! omg, spending on clothes, shoes, specs, bday presies, dinner outings, blah3...i need money!!!

im still thinking of what present to get...shall lainey to shop with me=)

shall ctinue watchin wei xiao pasta! zhi yao xiao yi xiao , mei she me shi guo bu liao!thats the way,hahas

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