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Friday, June 29, 2007

shopping with klar!quite fun.tho we are damn damn tired,damn damn dead.we even slpt at bk=\ gosh..imagine.

went bugis, marina sq and suntec.and i had three blisters tt hurt awfully!luckily klar changed shoes w me...but i end up havin abrasion on my right foot cos im not used to her shoes.omg,i think my feet suffered terribly!

i bought a tube from fox and a pair of heels=) really quite happy! tho im utterly broke! spent near 180 on my left eye...240 on specs(tho mum's supposed to subsidise 100)...** on july babies... but the thing is i still need more clothes for school!!=(

im suddenly love tubes a lot!hahas ive no idea why. i rem i was crazy about halters in sec4. now ive a soft spot for tubes.i wonder wads nxt man...i hope its sth cheaper so i'll nt be damn damn broke like now! talkin about which i still have 2tubes resevered for me at mango!ahhh!

felt much happier yday after the phone call and msg=) all's well. jus hope it will be resolved soon and everything will be back on tracks!!

watched prison break till epi10 today.even tho its supadupa exciting,i can still find myself slping.i think i should stop slping so late every night!=\

i cooked baked pasta for dinner today! dad said its quite nice!hahas=) he said he would buy sotongs and prawns so i can make baked seafood pasta for him.lols!but im glad its nice=) i love baked pastas and baked rice!!

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

shes like so whatever

and u could do so much better

i think we should get tgt now

and thats what everyone's talkin about!

hey hey you you

i dont like your gf!

no way no way

i think you need a new one!

hey hey you you!

i could be your girlfriend!

i think this song makes u wana jump and jump more! at least it cheered me up a lot=)

and amanda kpt singing it during tuition just now.its amazing how pri sch kids act like young adults nowadays...

the missing part of me

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Monday, June 25, 2007

haha..i seriously think im down with bloodyhell bad luck.screwed up day.screwed up week.hadnt i have enough of bad tings happening to me?the good things that happen arent anything great either?

eyeinjury.nomorejob.quarrelled.argued.irritated.scolded.specsbroke.notuition.nomoney.wastedmoney.morequarrels.

what else do u want from me may i ask?im really very tired.so much for my learning last nite.i think it would nva be applicable..maybe i dont understand much abt guys.maybe im jus too selfcentered.but i swear i did nth wrong.

if your heart is there,u'll believe.me.

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im serious down with bad luck. just as i needed my specs most, it chippppped!grumbles!went to my optician but she only opens at 12pm.wth.and i had to rush down to nus for med chkup by 115pm...horrible.went dere w/o wearin specs. wasnt too bad.but a bit blur n yeah q cautious in case i fall

med chkup is quite alrite.but im pissed!the woman anyhow measure my height and weight!val got irri and made another nurse chk for her and its quite paiseh..so ive decided nt to follow her footsteps.lols.

the scary part is actually in the mrt..klar fell down!cs the floor was slippery..rili vvv scary! thank god shes way better now.. ive nva seen her face turnin so so pale before..really scared me=x hope u will heal soon, lover!!

ahh quite bored online.cause klar edd sf mark teri jel arent online.only chatting w kevin now.and we are talkin abt the rg image tt ac guys have.omg its a nerdy image acc to him.wth im angry.lols,kd.but rg girls aint so nerdy rite! we are jus prim and proper and not so ahem.okie i shuddup b4 other girls' schs come floodin my blog n cursing me upsidedown.

amanda (my p5 student) can be such an angel and yet a devil at times!!shes quite cute today!kpt doin silly actions and plead me not to let her do anymore maths probs..lols.i dont tink im that cute when i was p5..hahaha!sheesh..

and i cant believe a flirt calling himself a nerd now..lols!

watchin campus superstar results show now.dont even know whos who man.i want the little 13yr old boyboy to get in!hes zai for his age man!=) and way to go RAFFLES! marcus got in!good job!

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

a belated update on jeljel's belated bday cele!yinhui zhi teri huiling jel n i=) nyny for dinner!its quite nice! let the pictures do the talkin! im too lazy to blog..plus im not in a happy mood right now..sighs*

teri and i with our diet friendly pizza=)

scrapbook for jel from the family=)

chicken!(yh and jel's dinner)

see how disgusting the way they eat!lol jus kiddin!

our dearest jeljel!

zhi and i=) i miss the slowsnail!

huiling and teri!

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Friday, June 22, 2007

if you're gone..maybe its time to come home~

nice song!i like!

going crazy for random yet not-so-random reasons are driving me even more crazy!cant believe this is happening.but dude, it is jus happening right now..rahs,yes u wont know what im talking about.so its okays.its alrite.u can skip this entry!hahahs=p

for i never saw true beauty till that night*

that starry night...

waiting...

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

im back from camp much earlier than others..cos ive scratches on my cornea!was so freaked out when the GP refused to give me anything but a referral letter to sgh a&e immediately!i almost cried=( esp when klar was banned fm gg tgt with me to the doc!hrmfs=\ but kaishi is quite nice oso.she was consoling me n tellin me her og's stories & kpt me away from the horrible thoughts that i would be in trouble w my eye.=) what a swt snr she is!

the camp is overall really pretty fun!i dont like the first day tho..felt its a bit boliao?i prefer the sentosa games&last night's party.i missed the pool games yday cos i cannot afford to haf weird Cl water enterin my poor eye animore..so i jus went home n slpt.was watchin prison break n fell aslp and decided to join them for the night. plus it was sp revealation and im q curious if mine is a snr.

interesting=) but klar seems upset..lol!i shant be mean and blog here wat haps!ltr she will box me!but her msg to me this morn made me lol! klar!! if u see this,i bet u will be lol oso lar!ur description is PRETTY apt but MEAN!LOL!

glad that my sp is pretty nice and friendly=) nt like some weirdo that asked u for a dance and asked if u mind that i touch ur waist.like wt* cheekopek! i pity wq!! if i were her i would say kp ur hands of me, or else i will scream molest! luckily the rest of us were kpin a close look over that cheekopek.. yeas but the sad thing is that my sp is fm comp engin not biz..felt quite cheated u know! its like u thought oh cool,i know a snr fm biz...but the truth is, u do not! comp engin is like how far fm biz dude.. but alrites,hes nice to chat with so forgiven!

had a funny convo with chuan n peh last night.peh is really annoying!!but its quite funny n interesting!lols..like how we all hate gp-ers n he kpt correcting chuan's pronounciation n grammer which annoyed chuan.hahahas!

alrites,bathing time!ahh i hope my og stays in contact...at least i know i have friends around still..shall wait for kelvin to send me the pics we took last nite.quite sad tt we din photowhore much!rawrs!

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

yays,everthing's fallen into place!i can get to work at mango and go for camp with klar!=)whees,now we owe the aogl one cos he helped transfer me to his og.thnks to my dear klar!muahs*

quite lookin fwd to nxt wk but i think i will be really shagged!with non-stop play and work.gosh..but who cares at least ive good company both at work and camp.

typed my letter of appeal for ap tests..really hope i can get it.

ahh friday is a great day=)gg out w py n pet in the daytime n meetin the classgirls at night!miss them loads!

i don't know what went wrong.maybe its jus me,maybe its jus us. i don't wish to know anyway..

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Monday, June 11, 2007

something ive came across today..pretty interesting!

taurus- you are committed and make a wonderful partner. you take your time and a slow and steady courtship is more your style. This quality alone is enough to win people over. You enjoy a close relationship, and the affection and intimacy it provides. You are also strong enough to be the power in a relationship. You do love being pampered, and regular gifts will keep you interested.

cancer - You are blessed with a unique intuition and this works very well for a relationship. You have an excellent instinct for which relationship will work, and once you access this, the relationship will never go wrong. Your charm and magnetism are qualities which will prove most alluring, and coupled with your nurturing need, will prove hard to resist. You love to feel secure, so someone who remembers special days, or who finds no reason to celebrate, will find a tender and loving companion in you.

gemini - A relationship with you is certainly never boring. You want a mentally stimulating partner, who should match you in your zest for life. You love to dazzle with your intelligence and quick wit. Jealous lovers will find themselves tested by your magnetism, and you do love testing your beloved one to see if he is true. You need to be loved and yet need space, and the one person who can give you both wins hands down.

sagittarius - Mental fireworks will surely fly in a relationship with you. An eagerness to learn can make you a very curious lover. You love the idea of a companion, a friend/partner who can share in their quest for truth and knowledge. This relationship will be active and spirited, filled with adventures to faraway lands, as well as exotic fantasies in the bedroom. Traveling has never been more fun than with the you! This enthusiasm comes with a keen sense of loyalty for a deserving partner, but their lover must be careful not to make the mistake of becoming boring or possesive.

hahas,does these sound like you? only posted a few cause my friends are mainly these few horoscopes.

feeling better cos im gettin the job at mango with ryl and jel!=)happy!!not really bothering about the camp cos since its a must to work on 21s tjune.. i most likely have to give the camp a miss (more or less)..poor klar i duno what to do with her now!=(

whee!songs make me happy!

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hmm i want to linger here
a little longer here
a little longer here with you

hmm its such a perfect night
it doesn't seem quite right
that it's my last night here with you

hmm and come september
we'll all remember
our lasting frienship true and strong

hmm and as the years go by
remember this and sigh
this is goodnight and not goodbye

linger- a guides song

i miss this song a lot.its so soothing and it makes me feel sad whenever i sing it. those guiding days are long gone and can never be recovered.

ive decided to try to take AP test!waiting for the reply from whoever philip has emailed to.ahh,and im not really lookin fwd to the camp nxt wk.one gd ting is i havent rcved any calls so ive a chance to JUMP into my lover's og and stay w her.which is great of cos.i would love that to happen! so im prayin for that! n hope py will call them by tml and request n 3 of us can be tgt!

i really hope i wont regret...

may the force be with me...

anw,i hope the mango manager(or whoever)will hire me depsite of the disgusting camp tt springs out in the middle of june.all the best to me!

i forgot abt econs..was tryin to read through and i realised ive forgotten q a lot o stuff!shall borrow chuans notes soon=)

do you think of me when the sky turns grey?or when the birds fly home?

only havin interview tml.slacker me!shall get my butt down and start reading=)

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Saturday, June 9, 2007

Lyrics Gwen Stefani Lyrics

i love 4 in the morning=)

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Thursday, June 7, 2007

didnt collect my cert&yrbook w the gals yday cos of the supadupalupasucker gastric-cum-cramps=\ almost killed me.rawrs.i was rollin in bed and sittin on the floor cos i cant move..the worst is i puked 2x.i hate to vomit cos its soo gruesome.eeks>.<>

my swt lover brought home chuans&my stuff!muahs*canoeist for a reason!strong muscles come in handy:)

today is yet another horrible disgusting day.thnx to those lousy useless irresponsible technicians.they were 1.5hour late.how pro=x so i scolded the salesman..hahaha,too bad!they almost made me miss my dance class,rahs

dance is hilarious!hahaha,the 'your the falling star' part is omg ugly when i do it.the instructor 'melts' sooo gracefully whereas im like a wooden block.hahaha!its disgusting!and the body wave!hahas,we jus kpt laughing our heads off.oops=p but fun fun

now for the impt thing....

HAPPY BDAY DEAREST JEL JEL!!!!!!!

may all your wishes come true*hugs!ur the sweetest thing on earth!

job tryout tml with ryl.not too sure if im keen on the job.was talkin with chuan tt night and hes askin me why im so des for a job.lols.$$ my dear.. but yea what he told me is quite true...ought to spend time doin things that i wana do and love to do b4 time passes by and i wont have such a long vacation(ever agn).hmmms!

when friends are being such assholes and going gaga over people you know..its seriously entertaining!hahhas=p

sentio tml night with lover and edd the lightbulb(jokin!).hope i'll find my way home early enough...hahas

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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

yays,i love the 7pm show on chn 55=) tho shawn yue is such an evil man.hahas.i met yuyang on the bus!whoa,the second time i run into him.q cool.hahas hes studyin at temasek poly..n i tink he lives near my area.but okay,nt like its damn big deal.like who cares!

life is full of ups and downs.. so many unpredictable things that come and go... who knows what will happen the next minute?and how much control do we have over certain things in our lives?the nxt second could make u beam..or make u upset..or piss the hell out of you.. who knows?

zzz..mi contact lens are DISGUSTINGLY irri...the right one only actually.either service it or make a new pair.feel like buyin a coloured lens!

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Sunday, June 3, 2007

happy (belated) 19th birthday jin!!

went ecp to cele jins bday today=) hahas,poor jin got bad falls and injured butts at the end of the day!

according to shiling, klar looks at least 1 head plus taller than everyone else!hahahs,thank god belle din look like a giant to us!

quite zzz cos pet is gg smu,ling is gg ntu biz.the two potential friends are gone..hais.

anw,had fun today at ecp=) i love the night sky!wished it isnt soo cloudy... as time passes by and tickles away, have u ever thought of how you would be 5years down the road?who will you be?what will you become? were chatting abt stuff at the breakwaters and its really true that the future is still so unsettled.to me its more of bleak.rawrs.lookin at ppl ard you who are either gona be great doctors, big lawyers,making tons of money by investing and what not...i tink im gona be quite useless=( sobs! not sure if i regret tkin up biz now...should i change to econs initially?sigh.its not ez to get cap of 4 in nusbiz so hw can i even fight for honours?maybe i shud haf tken the easy way out and tk a 3yr direct honours..like who cares,jus get an honours first at least.SIGH! i hate this.. IGNORE THIS WHOLE CHUNK!!

how much trust do u put into people around you?(disregard ur bf/gf and ur family) how much do u actually trust your friends?be it ur clique or jus ur normal friend...

adapting a new environment is such a tough thing to do..ive not exp that sincei-dont-know-when. think the first tym i had to adapt and stilll can rem clearly was in sec1...so much things to handle&get on with life..with pple u thought u could trust and they ended up backstabbing you as tho ur their enemy.. ren2 xin1 nan2 che4 indeed! i miss being a little kid and can get along with everyone and no one bears grudges with their friends. giving tuition to amanda(my p5 student) really mks me miss being a little kid..n those innocent times where trust is placed in everyone ard them.

on a lighter YET serious (to me) note, IM BROKE!!omg....i spent like near 80 already!JUST ON PRESENTS!helphelp!! ryl,we gotta find a job sooooooooooooooonnnnnnnn!!!

styms i wonder how much efforts pple put into maintaining friendships...jus a gift will say a thousand words.and show them u care and u love them. but styms ppl are jus too pragmatic..they forgot the importance of a gift even if its jus a mere few bucks..its the thought that counts,pple always say. but who really really think about what it means and do what it says?do u even give that little thought to that somebody?

im such a slacker!!ive no tuitions tml..so ive no income and hence being a guai girl,i'll stay home and ROT.lols.hope im goin to sum electronics fair with mi parents tml! shall help my mum cook dinner tml too=) wheee! im not being DOMESTICATED kaes..its jus that when ur really DAMN broke, u jus wish to eat at home...and when ur mum is tired and don feel like cookin,uve to tk over the job.tada!my motive is to save money essentially..hahaha!but not bad, i know how to cook roast chicken with some chicken sauce and chilli (n of cos edible and delicious) and i can cook cabbages too!! my mummy's own special way of cookin cabbages with carrots and chicken soup and egg! eggs ftw!!!

and guess what? i found a mushroom lover!! cheryl=D whee!mushrooms ftw too!!

yes,back to my cooking paragraph... i shall learn how to cook seafood soup(if mum is willing to cook tt for me to learn tml) and ma2 you2 ji1..okays ive no idea wads it in eng.so heck,its jus some chicken with MUSHROOMS.ftw=)

no more pictures cos im lazy to load! anw,ive baked cupcakes last friday!! chuan said its not too bad but it tasted almost the same as my oreo muffins...uhohs=( shall try baking more then! i want to try blueberry muffins..but teri insisted on the fact that blueberries arent avail in spore...sobs!

my dear auntie jeljel is in away in indo...holy moly...

i shall sleep=) housework tml morning...read my freakonomics...shopping...coooking=)) i love bummin around!tho i miss the $$ portion...

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